For the past couple weeks, I’ve been losing a lot of sleep. I’m pulling all-nighters sometimes because I can’t breathe when I lie down. When I do sleep it’s for about 4 hours at a time. I’ve had this problem for a while and it’s gotten to the point where it’s greatly disrupting my life. It’s hard to make plans or appointments when you don’t know if you’ll be able to sleep or not the night before. Sometimes I end up sleeping during the day and it fucks up my medication schedule. I’m so exhausted, and I dread bedtime.
Yesterday I had a barium swallow test. Basically you swallow a thick radioactive liquid while in various positions and they watch on a live x-ray to see how your muscles work, and if it comes back up. They were able to determine that my acid reflux flows all the way up to my esophagus. I already knew this, since I clear my throat all goddamn day long, but I needed them to know it. It was probably a weird thing to tell the technicians, but I said “I’m so glad you guys found something, I’m sick of tests coming back normal.” I feel that way because I know something is wrong and I’m tired of not finding it.
Today I got a second opinion about everything from another GI. I feel like my current one isn’t doing much to help me. His idea is to avoid surgery and control everything “as naturally as possible”, meaning without pills. I’m doing everything I can do, and I’m losing weight and not sleeping. I feel like I can’t even breathe most of the time during the day. The second GI seemed irritated that my other doctor hasn’t been doing much for me, and says my reflux is a significant issue. He gave me erythromycin because in very small doses it is used to promote more gastric motility so my food moves past my stomach faster. We’ve scheduled a manometry which is a test that will determine the level at which my lower esophageal sphincter is functioning. Basically they’re checking to see if the muscle between my esophagus and stomach closes efficiently, which we know it does not, but they need to understand to what extent.
I am also scheduled from my first GI to do an ultrasound on my gall bladder to see if it is perhaps enlarged or inflammed. This could possibly be creating too much acid, or creating the “full” feeling I have a lot of the time
I believe my breathing problem is caused by my acid reflux. If I have a rare night where I don’t have reflux, I sleep just fine. I can’t sleep on my right side. The barium swallow test showed us that especially.
I’ve asked about breathing problems in a GERD support group, without much luck. People always like to pull the “sounds like anxiety” bullshit. I have anxiety and I know what it feels like, and trust me,this is different.
My second GI believes I need surgery, and I do too. There isn’t really a pill or a diet that that is going to stop reflux if your stomach doesn’t even close up all the way. He talked about doing a laproscopic fundoplication where they fold the top of your stomach around the bottom of your esophagus a little and stitch it to tighten the space between the esophagus and stomach. That way, the stomach would close and there would be no more reflux.
I really would love to feel better.