Vertigo and stuff #lupus

I’ve been getting vertigo and shortness of breath from sitting on my couch.

I agree, it sounds ridiculous.

It must be a positional/blood flow thing. Like when you get a random boner, only vertigo.

Luckily I’ve never had a random boner.

I’ve been sitting in a chair at the table for most of the day to avoid it. But I reach a point where I can’t sit there, either. My neck and my back couldn’t take it anymore so I went to lie down on my side on the couch for a bit, and sure enough, the room is now spinning. I also feel like someone is sitting on my chest. I’m having more shortness of breath when I am trying to fall asleep too.

I wish my ass was less bony.

This has been going on for a week or more. It’s just this month’s weird problem. I get a new one every month. It’s like a ‘Weird Problem of the Month’ club. This subscription sucks.

I saw a specialist for pain and brain fog a few weeks ago. I’ll be nice and just say he wasn’t a good match. I have appointments with a couple more, my mom and I figured we might as well shop around a bit for this type of specialist considering it’s a tricky subject and the specialist needs to know what they’re doing.

I have an appointment with a gyno soon, because unfortunately¬†the chronic pain and skin inflammation that goes with autoimmune disease can affect anywhere. Also, having Addison’s Disease, my hormone levels could be unbalanced. My periods every month make my lupus worse. I hate knowing that week is coming. I hate having that setback all the time. I hate the extra migraines and the ‘Weird Problem of the Month’. I hate the extra stomach pain, and the extra pain in general.¬†I hate the extra fatigue, and the lack of sleep, and the cramps. I wish there was a different word for cramps, because the word ‘cramp’ doesn’t do the ‘barbed-wire-wrapped-around-my-uterus’ feeling justice.

Oops. TMI.

Right now I’m shivering for no reason. I’m not cold, because it’s hot in my house right now. Just another weird symptom I’ve been having lately. It makes my muscles hurt. We broke a record in heat today. “Winter” LOL.

I did some art today. I’ve had a bit more energy in the morning for the past couple days. When I am able to sleep until 7 it seems like I do better with energy. But when I sleep until 4, and then I’m up for 3 hours and then have to go back to bed, I usually feel shitty.

Thursday is Humira day.

Well, I managed to mention butts, lady parts, and boners in today’s blog. I should probably get off the computer now.

 

 

 

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